oh, i’m pretty sure you’re supposed to give me a name or something but.. okay. i’ll choose the person.

Dear anyone, 

Hey. I haven’t really talked to you in a long time, like really talk. I mean, we’ve had those small talks here and there about really random things for about.. 2 minutes at a time but not like those conversations just about life. But I guess it’s really my fault. It was.. years ago, (man, time flies) but I still remember those talks as being really interesting. Maybe it’s because you’re really opinionated and…deep(?). I mean sure, it got me really fired up about some topics because to be honest, I’m pretty stubborn about some things too. But in the end, I think it helped me think more in depth about the world, the actions that I take, and what I can really do..in life.

Mm..for some reason, I always feel really bad when I talk to you now because it brings back so many memories and mistakes that I’ve made in the past. Actually, it helps me realize that.. I actually am making the same mistakes even now. haha. 

I feel like you’re going through pretty rough times and I haven’t really taken the time to talk to you about it. ugh, sometimes, the way I spend my time annoys me so much. jsdk;alf. I think a part of me is scared to approach you though. Sometimes, I get kind of scared of what you’re going to say because if you bring up the past, I’ll have nothing to say back to you. 

Anyway, this has gotten kind of durpy. I don’t really know why I chose you as “anyone” but… I guess I’ve been seeing you really down the last couple of weeks. i think and it’s kind of worrying me so.. yeeee. Oh, thanks for always smiling and saying hi and.. yeah. i probably dont even deserve that from you. hahaha. 

okay. i’m going to end this now.. hey, cheer up! 

(this is pathetic, you’re not even going to read this)